The heart has eyes which the brain knows nothing of.
asniloveschocolate:
(i) Masa kat sekolah dulu, I would escape class hanya bile keadaan memaksa- utk hal2 prefects, camping stuff, netball thingy and saket. Bile kat universiti, Alhamdullillah, tak pernah saket mase ade class. So tak pernah escape class atau tutorial at all. Kalau tak dapat datang tutorial utk hari yang ditetapkan, I would replace it dgn hari lain. So, bile terpaksa miss class last Saturday, hati macam berlubang. Kosong sangat.Tak suke that kind of feeling.
(ii) Masa kat sekolah dulu, I would call my parents every week, not every day like some students, simply because malas nak beratur panjang. *wink* Tapi mase 2000, bile dah end of Form 5, waktu nak SPM, other junior students dah takde, and wardens dah tak strict sangat - Ummi and Abah bagi handphone. Not only I used it to contact them everyday, tapi jugak untuk call Pizza Hut untuk buat delivery, for few times. Hehe. Hrmm...until now, my parents and I will be contacting each other everyday selalunya satu hari more than 3-4 times a day. Sebab kalau dah cerita kat abah something, ummi akan call tanye balik walaupun abah dah bagitau die and vice versa. If I don't call them the whole day walaupun dah banyak kali sms hari yang same, before tido nanti, mesti Ummi or Abah call tanye kenape lame tak call. Soalan tu selalu buat kepala pening, sebab - what do they mean by 'lama'? Belum cukup 24 hours lagi pon. Hehe. Skrg since dah terbiase,so kalau tak dapat cakap dgn Ummi and Abah untuk satu hari, hati macam berlubang. Kosong. Again, tak suke that kind of feeling. So, hati akan lengkap hanya bile dapat dgr suara diorg. :)
(iii) Masa kat sekolah dulu takde boyfriend. Kalau ade guys hantar surat luahkan perasaan, I would koyak2kkan surat tu and nanges to my parents. Kalau ade laki call rumah, telling me he likes me, I'd hung up and again would go to my parents and cry. Mase kat matric pj pon same. Kalau ade laki approach and nak be more than friends, I'd cry. Mase kat UIA main camp, I improved, I think. I treated every guy equal - as friends. Selagi tak ckp they like me, straight to my face, dengan lurus bendulnya, I wouldn't think otherwise, regardless of how obvious their feelings were. During my second year, I finally found someone that I like very much, but I kept my mouth shut. So, when he confessed, jantung macam nak jatuh. And now that we're happily married, I thought kalau tak jumpe satu hari, hati akan rase macam berlubang. Tapi Alhamdulillah, walaupun dah banyak kali outstation including now (I've been in KB for few days now and will be here for quite sometime, leaving him alone in KL), hati masih rasa tenang. Kenapa hati tak rase berlubang, tak rase kosong? Because he is and has always been in my heart, perhaps. ;) B love, take care.
Happy Halloween, guys!!! Cheers.
asniloveschocolate:
